February 7, 2010

Blood Lines Chapter 5

As a Clan establishment, it look much like a brick warehouse, with blacked out windows and a thumping pulse of music. Music from the old days and of many generations and genres. The clans could afford electricity and flaunted it, as did University City. Most of the inner Quarter clubs where very retro. The higher end ones more dignified, court vampire style, with stain glass windows and dark woods. Vampires loved all music. Whether it was electric, beating drums or violins. They also loved dancing. They had all the good parties. They had the skilled workers to run electricity, plumbing and heat that other Quarters did not.

Lee strode towards the guards and when they identified her energy they stiffened slightly. Clan initiated frowned upon Council assassins killing one of their own, as it was clan authority that should do so. They usually did, but it was because she had the authority to do so, had done so, they did not like her much. She could not claim to know them all, or vice versa, but they could tell she was tied to no one. There were not so many vampires in the city, soon she would know them all, by face anyway. She gave them a smirk and brushed passed them.

Lee was immediately assaulted by the pulsing of lights and throbbing of a strong rhythmic beat that shook her rib cage. And she loved it. It was said that sometimes a vampire could be transfixed with patterns and music. Certainly it grabbed their attention and focus. It only seemed natural when their senses were so enhanced. A young vampire sometimes had trouble sorting out all the information and no matter her natural strength, Lee was young by vampire standards.

The main room was lined with cushioned booths, an inner circle of table and then a large circle for the dance floor. As usual the dance floor was crammed with people, but as vampires, they were lithe, youthful and beautiful people. Yet the exotic, delicate features, often with high cheek bones and hollowed out cheeks, made them obvious to Lee.

She heard speculation that the reason vampires tended to be on the spectacular side in form and feature was because the rider was a predator and thus chose a host that was appealing. However, it was just as likely that any clan initiated would choose to initiate someone that was attractive to them. Either way, anyone could tell the rider did modifications to the host. There was the flash to the eyes, indicating night vision and spiritual energy, but the colors were also deeper and more solid, either very pale shades or bright. Often shifting within one range of color depending on blood thirst and mood. Her own eyes had changed over time from a blue-green to a very pale green.

The physiques were toned with that sort of peak body conditions that nature intended, given proper food sources and exercise. Natural skin tone was on the pale side; alabaster, ivory or golden. They danced with a seductive grace reminiscent of warriors, martial artists and professional dancers; liquid movements, with a hint of potential violence and of panther like grace. They were the perfect predators and needed to be. They had to pass for human and they had to feed on fresh blood, because it was not the blood, it was the life force flowing with it. The Council had determined this and thus the list of registered donors.

Just being in the room with the beat of the music and the sinuous, twisting bodies dancing, made her want to throw herself into that crowd and let the freedom of movement and the music flow through her. She may not have the bond the clans shared, but she had the same drives they did. Instead she just watched and waited. Her job entailed being around the clans but not of the clans. She could not be like they were. There was no need to announce herself and no need to go searching for what would come to her. Eric would know she was near and since she had walked through Vampire Quarter he had likely known seconds after she crossed.

It did not take long at all before she felt a tingle up her spine. She arched her back a little as pleasure pooled within her and then sharply spiked with an insistent tug. Her demon had a strong attraction and response to vampires classed as Masters.

To be a master among the clans not only required they be about a five hundred years old, but also have at least four initiates beneath them somewhere over three hundred. Since pre-Creation vampires were very rare there were not many Master classes around. She had met enough of them when the clans had gathered in the city, as she had to do feeding control. Enough to know she had a similar response to powerful males. Either sexual or extremely aggressive, both of which were strong impulses she had a hard time resisting when near their daunting power. It was odd, when she should fear them, being that she was not nearly as aged.

The shiver became a sizzle when she felt Eric’s body press up against hers, the hardness of his arousal against her back, as his arms slid around her waist and pulled her close. Her body responded immediately and sharply to the contact. Her pulse raced, shivers of pleasure contracted within her causing an ache of need and her nipples pebbled with the mere thought of being touched.

Traitor.

Lee did not know if the thought was a reprimand to her body or to the demon who incited the reaction to begin with. Eric nuzzled into her neck, as her neck bent to enjoy the caress of his lips. “I do so love this short hair. Easy access,” he murmured, lightly pressing his teeth to her pulse. That made her pull away and turn around. No sharing blood with clan vampires; it created a bond. She did not want to be tied to the clans in any way, or to any man for that matter.

-But by the All Mighty, it would be so exquisite.-

Hedonist.

-Prude.-

“Mmm, what brings you down here tonight, my lovely?” Eric asked, looking all seductive and tempting.

She wanted to lick him all over and give him a few love bites, but she was not going to. Not this time. Otherwise he might get possessive vampire thoughts in his head and be tempted to take her into his clan. Then Wilhelm himself could track her down and kill her. A compromised asset was no asset at all.

-But, hot damn, he is a pretty piece of man candy.-

Settle down, Charlie.

At about six foot five inches tall, lean taunt muscles and smooth ivory skin, he was definitely in the savory man candy category. Just made a lady want to run her hands over those ripped ridges. His eyes were of the pale variety, a pale hazel she always found stunning on a man, although they had an amber glint to them tonight. His hair was a light tawny brown with honey colored highlights, with a wavy curl to it. A vampire could produce such spectacular shades and mixtures. Even so, if were not for his power, her body would not thrum so quickly to his tune. There were many beautiful vampire men and she resisted them fine. She prided herself on her resistance to all temptations. Except the chocolaty fudge kind.

-These days you do,- Charlie grumbled.

It was to prove she could. Young vampires often had little control over their hedonistic and blood thirsty needs. With Charlie pushing her she had to have even more will to rein herself in.

“I would like to talk to you about a problem I have.”

-I’m now a problem you have? You insult me with such a remark.-

Eric cocked his head, giving her a more serious appraisal. She felt a tingle across her aura and knew he was trying to skim her thoughts, but unless they were unguarded they were too equal to pull that trick on each other. The brush of auras made her shiver. Her mental strength was preferable really, she knew a man did not run a northern clan by just gut and gusto. She bet his mind was ripe full of unpleasantness. “Council business? I understand your function very well, but I don’t value Council interference with my people.”

“My problem has nothing to do with the Council or Clan… or the work I do. Don’t be so absurd. You know I’m not a political creature or a diplomat. You do your business and I do mine.”

“And so?” he asked, spreading his hands and quirking an eyebrow.

Lee glanced over his shoulder at his two body guards; two loyal elder vampires in his honor guard. Always the same two. Thor and Theo; two tall, golden skinned, vibrant blue-eyed twins. They were built like bouncers, which was very rare to see in a vampire. They had to eat more, feed more and work out quite a bit to maintain that build. She flashed them both a grin, which was not returned, as usual. How they could remain so stoic to ignore all their rider urges was frankly astounding. It had to be explosive when it came out.

“In private.”

Eric shrugged as if it did not matter. He was a Master and had little to fear from a two century aged vampire. A Creation born, clanless vampire. It was entirely true. Up against one vampire Lee could be impressive. But in the clans there was back up. They wanted something done and it was done, or even, over done. Not to mention she had heard the bonding meant an elder could tap the energy reserve of the one he turned, which meant, Eric, the top of the local pyramid could pack quite the punch.

-He should fear you. We are strong. We are free.-

Charlie always inflated her ego like that, she was beginning to think she said everything that would piss people off if they heard them. The demon was so contrary, at times Lee thought she was contrary just to rile her up.

Eric took her arm in his and escorted her around the room, to a back lounge he used for private meetings. Thor and Theo followed, but stopped at the door, flanking it and Thor gave her a warning look that almost made her smile. He was still pissed she called them Twit and Twat when we had first met. It had been funny at the time, and still was really.

Eric closed the door behind him while she made myself comfortable on a gaudy, but soft, crimson love seat. She tried not to watch him, or appreciate him, as he moved to the mini bar. She let a small sigh escape as he poured himself some rum. He drew her attention. She did not want to look away, just wanted her eyes to glide over the muscles she could see outlined under his shirt. It had absolutely nothing to do with emotion, or his personality. It was pure physical attraction.

He walked over, or perhaps sauntered over would be better, and handed her a bottle of beer. Then sat down across from her, not hiding his slow appraisal and sensuous smile. Perhaps he thought she was here for a little action, or perhaps he thought she would be tied to him for any help he gave her.

Lee chugged back some of the beer. Beer was always better cold and the first one had a way of going down faster. Then silently pondered how she was going to begin the conversation, as he leaned back and waited with only the patience of a half millennium old man could manage.

-Please do not start of with how to separate us. He would not understand why you would want to do such a thing. And he will think you are crazy when you explain it.-

Likely. Very likely. Already people thought she did not act as a vampire should. Lee noticed the looks as well. Because Charlie was a constant presence in her mind, one she conversed with, it led to her looking like she was talking to herself or at best having oddly long pauses in conversations. She needed information though. Even if separation was not possible, she needed to know what they knew about it. If it was, then she needed to know she had the option. Mostly she needed to know how riders usually behaved as opposed to her rather vocal one. The Council and her Handler did not know about Charlie and so the clans were her only way to get the information she needed. She needed to know if she was crazy. A person should know if they are crazy, of only to be able to better hide it from others.

-Trust me, Lee. I have our best interests in mind here.-

She bit her lip in order to swallow the retort she almost spat out.

“I see the club is hopping tonight, Eric,” she said, lamely, but she needed to start somewhere.

“It is, even if a Council executioner comes walking in off the street, with the scent of a kill on her.”

‘Executioner’ was a bit harsh, or flattering, because very few of the gigs she did involved killing her kind. Monitoring their actions and movements definitely, but killing a vampire that over fed or ventured into the defined quarters was rare.

“Ah, well, not one of yours. He was unofficially turned as far as I could tell. Fifth one this week. I may be looking for a nesting soon. Trust me, I would be having a word about you controlling your fledglings had he been from your line.”

He smiled slightly, which for such an impassive vampire was, a sign of amusement. Of course, what amused a man so old was often off kilter with what amused most people. “So you are not here to reprimand me then? How… disappointing.”

She rolled her eyes, trying to ignore the seductive purr to his tone. “I have told you that I was born into this world clanless. It was only in the last fifty or so years I have worked for the Council freelance. What I want from you is some simple information any fledgling would have learned before they were turned.”

He chuckled and shook his head. “I would have thought you would have figured it out by now, love. Although I don’t envy the fact you had to do so on your own. Those that learn without a mentor tend to die. It is amazing you survived.”

“Not so amazing,” she muttered. Not when she had her own little demon mentor giving her information. Information for survival and information it wished to give, but was irritatingly silent about the important things. “I know all the perks and downfalls, Eric. What I do not know is the mythos. What the rider is. Where it comes from. What its limitations are.”

Eric leaned forward, hands smoothing down his pants and a slight frown line between his eyes. “You want to know what we tell fledglings about the rider? What difference does that make, Lee? It cannot be known for sure, it just is and always has been. Long before the Old World gasped its final breath, long before other places died and crumbled.”

Ah, Vampire, thy name be drama.

-Just please do not get him talking about the good old days or we will never get out of here.-

“While I would like to take it on faith, I seem to be in short supply of that. Just tell me the facts and I will compare them to my own, decide my own truth of the matter. Stop toying with me. You know I will not convert whether you share or not.”

He sighed and leaned back, lounging with ease and seductiveness. “There is not much to tell that you likely have not heard before, even if you did not associate with the clans. The rider co-inhabits with us, because it cannot exist without a host. Most consider it to be a demon, but that is tinting it with religion.”

He made a dismissive gesture. “Religions rise and fall, their creations myths changing and yet staying the same. Riders may be a being from a different level of reality, or it may be from this reality, just unable to live without us to sustain it. The term ’rider’ is itself a post-Creation term, just as vampire is the latest label of our kind. That is all a matter of personal belief and I know you are not religious.”

“I really was not looking for the biblical explanation,” she said dryly.

He smirked and then gave a brief nod. “We can say for fact, it needs to feed on energy to sustain itself and the host. Quite a bit of energy simply goes to maintaining the host, of that we know, and it is from this conservation comes the aversion to sunlight. Once it is merged with a host, does its alterations, both are in need of energy to maintain the state. The only way to get that energy is by siphoning it from a living body. Because blood is only the conduit, we need to take it fresh from the source. You are not one that wishes to spare humans a few pints by thinking they can feed from animals or bagged blood?”

As if bagged blood was easy to come by, but perhaps it had been in his past days.

-Not fresh? That is repulsive.-

Totally. Likely lumpy as well.

Nor had Lee ever heard of anyone thinking to feed off animals when humans were the easiest source. She really could not picture herself sneaking up on a cow. “No,” she said, simply enough, because voicing any perplexity on a remark made by a Master was opening the fires of Creation on History. “So you know nothing else about the nature of the rider?”

He gave a slight shoulder shrug. “No one does, love. They just are. We just are. We shed one life and enter a new one, but this essence of the turning, the new nature, is not something that can be known.”

“And how do the clans initiate the merging?”

His lips turned up at the corners and his eyes glittered. Tia would say ’He got the devil in his eye’. “I could give you a demonstration.”

“No thank you.”

Yet he slid to his knees before her, so that he was between her legs. A rush of lust hit her hard. “There is a reason we don’t like the clanless,” he said softly, as he ran his hands up her legs. “They are a risk. Perhaps because they are the reason the clans came into being. A system of control. It was not long ago the clanless were killed on sight, you know.”

He referred to pre-Creation she was sure. From what she had read they had been rigid on controlling their own ranks and number when humanity had not inkling of their existence. Lee tried to ignore what his close contact was doing to her. “Oh, I know that very well. It still happens and is why I have avoided my kind for so long. I had just passed my first century when the ban was lifted and the clans openly represented themselves among humans.”

He leaned forward till his lips almost touched hers and she wanted them to. “It is because you cannot be trusted to follow the rules we have established to co-exist with humans. Because you have no bond to your creator to keep you in line and loyal. Needed even more so now that our kind is in the open.”

He gently kissed her lips and pleasure coiled within her. Then he proceeded to kiss down her neck.

“I get it, I don’t tow the party line. I know a bond is created when we share blood and I know that has something to do with your initiation rites. I know initiation requires a sharing, but I want to know about the first turn,” Lee said, her voice a little breathless.

“I know you do not desire to share blood,” he said replied, taunting her, as he nipped her shoulder. She closed her eyes and savored the pleasure of teeth scraping against skin.

“And so then you know why.”

He sighed and shifted back slightly, although his hands caressed up her legs and waist. “You don’t seem to understand the safety in numbers. In belonging to an organization. Even just having a bond to a Master could add to your safety. In this world, it is hard to come across such a guarantee of shelter.”

“The Council packs enough punch to keep me from being a target.”

He laughed bitterly. “I pity your loyalty to them, Lee.”

“Lesser of two evils, I’m told.”

When she had been taken in by the Council, half mad and have crazed, she would not have survived without their protection. Without a clan she would have been a target to other vampires. Now that she was a bit aged she could hold her own, but that did not limit the risk.

“Is it?” He swooped forward, his palm on her neck in seconds pulling her into a demanding kiss. He slanted his lips, deepening it and Lee leaned back. His hand moved to her breast, a light caress that ignited a fire in her. She gave him a hard shove back until he rocked on his heels, his eyes glinted an amber of arousal. “I did not come to play,” Lee said, breathless and her body demanded differently.

-Live a little. Take what he offers. A little slap and tickle. A little giggle and nibble.-

He crouched on his heals.

“As you wish,” he said with a nod and a slow smile. “The ritual is no secret. We drain the participant until they are almost dead, their own spirit having a thin hold on the body. We then offer our own blood, our essence. By doing so we are a conduit, a gateway, for another rider to go through us and into them, firmly bonding master to initiate. The rider does not always take the offer, so there are risks. Not every human can be turned. It would be the same process for you, if you chose to create a line.”

“I have no desire to do so.” It was something the clans did not like. The possibility of a clanless starting their own line, creating vampires beyond the restricted limits, or worse creating vampires like themselves, not even bonded to their maker. Or just a clan that did not follow their infinite laws. It was why Eric did not like her Council associations. Starting a line of registered and Council controlled vampires was a threat. She had no doubt at all Eric would hunt her down himself if she created a line loyal to the Council, despite his fondness for her.

It made sense, in their own way, they were keeping their numbers in line and controlling them. There would be many clan wars if one of the clanless started turning numbers and fought for territory. Yet Eric had implied when he had first met Lee, he had been surprised she had not turned anyone; accidentally or to have protection against any clan hostility. There had to be something more to it. She could not imagine how to open herself up and call another rider through her.

“And how were you created, then, Lee? Surely you must remember how it happened? A person does not forget the turning.”

This time Lee leaned forward, missing the heat of his aura, or craving it. “Sorry, Eric, but how I was created will give no answers about the clanless. I was not near death. It just happened. And because it was different I don’t understand this bond you hold to those you made, nor why fledglings are so weak.” It was the one vaguest of memories she had, when she bonded to Charlie, like the bonding ensured she did not forget it. Her first memory.

“They are weak because the merging is new. As time passes the merging becomes stronger, and the vampire gains the abilities that come with that. Or, some say, it is age itself that adds strength. I know that is not the same with you, Lee. Anyone can tell you have the aura of a Master, even though you claim to be around two centuries.”

She harrumphed in disgust. It seemed to her the bonding they did weakened the merging with their riders. Without it a more complete merging was possible. Simple as that. Except, the little fact that she was stronger than most clanless she met as well. Who knew? Maybe she was born with a nice shiny aura to begin with. “It is not a claim. So then, an older vampire would have a deeper connection to their rider.”

He nodded. “Just so.”

-Don’t go there, Lee. Please, spare us both. The clans have no answers. They have tainted themselves with weakness until this bonding of theirs is the only thing that holds them together, all so that they may have control, structure and mundane power. They do not even know what they have lost it has been lost so long.-

“And with this deeper connection are Masters able to communicate with the rider?” Charlie was getting chatty, which meant she might give Lee more than Eric.

Eric frowned. “Communicate? I’m not sure what you mean there. We become more in tune with our natures, more able to control them as well.”

“I mean more of an actual communication.”

Eric turned around and sat down leaning against her leg. They were a breed that enjoyed physical contact. If she was not to give him more, then he would take continued closeness. She would take it as well. It was not often she was permitted to associate with her own kind.

“There have been vampires that claim their rider prevented them from doing certain things, just for a moment, overriding their desires. Some have claimed to have bizarre dreams where their rider communicated through images. I myself have experienced sudden intuitions of danger or information that I believe is my demon essence.”

“Ah,” she said, sinking back in the chair. She had the distinct feeling her rider was smug.

“You do not claim to have a deeper knowledge of your rider, do you?” Eric asked, flashing her a look, his expression more intense, his eyes more molten amber.

Eric was already a little too curious about her. Since she had moved off Council land she had been watched by other vampires. Eric had essentially summoned her, which she could not ignore given the summons came with a hefty escort. All because she was of such inner strength he had immediately perceived her presence as a threat to his territory. Thankfully, once they had met, and her response to that meeting being an instant sizzle, he had been far more curious than aggressive. At least when he proved she had not turned anyone nor intended to.

“Of course not. Don’t be absurd. I had heard some of the Elders could communicate with their riders, which means they would know more.”

Her fraction of hesitation would be noticed by Eric. He had a way of being able to read even the most miniscule and unintentional behavioural changes in a human. He said a fledgling was practically human, retaining all the same traits they did before the turn. She could only hope he would see it as her usually mannerisms; that of pausing noticeably sometimes for no reason during a conversation, because Charlie insisted on being a part of that conversation.

He stared at her a moment more, unblinking and then turned away and said, “Well, I know of two that make such a claim. One is my Sire, but was a bleeder, and is utterly mad. The other is an Elder, but has been… out of control for the last couple centuries. They are of my linage and near on hand.”

“Oh.”

They did not sound like promising leads. She had not known his Sire was in the vicinity. Whoever that was he had to be aged enough to block his presence. Wilhelm would be interested to know that fact, but she would keep that information to herself. Sometimes it paid to keep secrets close at had, horde them, until maximum benefit. In this case, Eric was clearly trusting her with the knowledge and it would be detrimental to her quest to reveal it to her Handler.

-You are not mad, Lee. In the Clan, they choose the initiates… not us. We are one. It is different.-

“Why do you seek this knowledge the rider may possess and who might know more of them?” He half turned and studied her. His caramel eyes, glittered with gold flecks. Did that mean she was arousing his interest or his rider’s? Or was there no distinction between the two in most vampires?

Lee sat up straighter. All or nothing. There was no use associating with such a powerful vampire if she did not bother asking what she truly wanted to know. It had taken some time to cultivate their relationship to the point that he understood she worked for the Council, but did not necessarily always obey and certainly did not hold to their ideals. “I want to know how to undo the merging. Or, at least, weaken it.”

“I did not peg you for the suicidal type,” he said after a significant pause.

-Obviously he does not know you well.-

“Did I say anything about committing suicide?” Lee asked sharply, responding to both. “I just want to know if the process is reversible. Or if there is something that can be done to limit the merging effects.”

“Actually there has been extensive research into both issues. Some people do not adjust to the change. And there are some that should not survive at all. So, besides killing someone, separation has been looked into. Naturally, some of the research has be religious rituals, but more recently scientific study.”

“The so called ‘day walker’ studies and ‘exposure trials’.”

“So you have heard of those then. There you have it. A great deal of research went into trying to repress the influence of our demon nature so that we would not be so painfully vulnerable to light, silver and certain herbal concoctions. None of them were viable. As for separation research, studies are still being done. The Clan does not deal with bleeders, or the accidentally turned, as the Council does and we would prefer to cause a separation, purging the person of their vampire essence and reversing the change. I will say there has been some success with fledglings, where the merging is not yet reinforced from time, but I am afraid it left the host either brain injured, comatose or too crazy to function. I am curious as to what aspect of your rider you wish to dampen.”

“Curiosity. Never a healthy habit. I never said it was for me.”

His pale hazel eyes narrowed with a wary look as he looked back at her. “I doubt that. If not you, then the Council, and they have more than enough information on their own. Certainly more than they share with you, my treasure. Their experiments, done with government approval, are far worse than any studies the clan conducts. I like to think you would not be a part of that.”

Lee felt the pressure of his aura press against her, a natural reaction on his part to possible aggressive feelings. Her response to that contact was a shiver of pure pleasure, which was so not right.

Of course Lee had heard of certain experiments and trials. The Council was big on knowing their enemies. Not only to have an edge in battle but so that eventually they could be taken into a unified government willing or not. During her own training everything thing she had done had been well documented. What they did with captured vampires was likely less pleasant.

“I have nothing to do with that sort of thing. When you have agreements with humans, such things are bound to happen… makes humans more comfortable to be able to understand things. I only associate with them via my handler, the one who issues any specific jobs or local police assistance,” she said, lying slightly, since she had been taken into the Council after her memorable departure from the asylum. She had been in Council run facilities, studied in their vast libraries, trained into their soldier and now fought for their cause.

“That is good to hear, Lee. Makes me more at ease with your presence in my territory. I tell you what, I will get permission for you to see the Master who claims to speak to his rider. I don’t know what use he will be to you, but at least you will know you cannot find your answers that way. However, you will have to help me out with a little situation.”

“Oh?” She would prefer not to bargain with the man, but that entirely depended on the help he needed.

“You must have noticed the increase in bleeders around here.”

“And I recall you mentioned they are not yours.”

“They are not. They do not have the bond and thus are either clanless or, the most likely, someone from the clans is not properly binding them. Maybe a foolish fledgling. Even so, more than once is not a case of accidental turning, yes? If so, I want the name or their Sire and I will take care of it. If they are clan exiles, they are not my responsibility, but they are bad for business. And you are supposed to eliminate bleeders. If you can do that for me and even find out why there is this increase, then I will bring you to Lucien.”

“Who is Lucien?” she asked. It was the first she had heard of another Master in the city. They tended to be a bit antagonistic around each other.

“Lucien is my Sire. Since he has been a bleeder for longer than you have lived it is has been my responsibility to care for him during his recovery from that addiction. I imagine you do not grasp the honor I bestow upon you in granting such a favor.”

“I’ll agree to hunt the rogues for you. See if they are like me and not bonded to a clan, or somehow broke the bond. In exchange you will let me see this man within the next couple of days,” Lee stated flatly. It was a good deal. She would be hunting rogues anyway. This was just a matter of giving Eric, rather than her Handler, any important information she found out about their Sire.

“Agreed. I will say these fledgling bleeders are unpredictable. They all have been created within the last few years. Maybe unauthorized turning, maybe their creator does not care about them. It must be handled quickly. Sometimes these sorts of things happen when a bleeder is aged enough to turn successfully and I imagine you understand how such a thing could spread quickly. We do not need rogue vamps like this. Just keep in mind, the merging in them is weak, without the bond, they may be unstable.”

Lee nodded, but was thinking about her recent kill and his odd behavior. If it was a weak fledgling without a bond, would that mean the rider had more control? It was a situation the Council would want her to look into anyway. Yet odd Eric was passing on the hunt to her, when he had so many resources of his own on hand. Or did he simply want to keep his hands clean?

-Or he tests us. He is always testing us. Looking at us. Wanting us. Everything he gets from you he likely believes decreases our loyalty to the Council.-

Maybe. You are not loyal to anyone, Charlie. And I just want to survive.

“Then we are in accord. I will wait for your call,” she said getting up.

He stood up as well, took a step closer and gave her a lingering look that promised so very much. “Sure you do not want to stay for a little awhile?”

Again she felt a sharp pull of desire within her. Close was not good. His pull on her body could only be denied so long. And as she felt his aura around her, the scent of him fill her, she wanted to throw him to the floor and have her way with him. She took several quick steps away and smiled wickedly. “Sorry, Eric, but your hankering for my blood does not do it for me.”

“It does it for you,” he stated.

Actually, his blood sang for her. She wanted him like no other vampire she had encountered. The thought of him sinking his teeth in her, pooled a warmth in her lower abdomen. Just another reason to resist the urge. It was a vampire pheromones and her rider getting her all riled up.

“You cannot ride this neutral line forever, Lee. Surely you must understand that. The Clan will never join the Council. Eventually you must decide to become the vampire you are and choose a clan. Or you can remain the pet Council vampire. Every year that passes that choice comes closer. I do not push you to choose, but I ask that you think very carefully about the consequences of that choice.”

“I will wait for your call, Eric,” she said and sauntered out.
She would ask Tia if she wanted to join the hunt. That girl was always up for a little fun.

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January 31, 2010

Blood Lines Chapter 4

Lee had found her prey. It was not hard to track him down once she knew the scent of his essence. Vampires could always tell strength and power in their own kind. It was not smell or any definable method of determining another’s power. It was a bumping of auras really. To her it felt like a light pressure on her skin and as though someone were rubbing it from the inside. More pressure, more power. More power the better the ability to mask their tracks.

Lee watched him from a snow covered rooftop. He had looked drunk when he had approached his prey and when she focused on him she could pick up him mumbling to himself. He had pulled a prostitute into the alley, one so stoned she paid no attention to his aggressiveness when he pushed her against the wall. She felt his mind, his mental aura, thick like humid air, seep into the woman’s mind, dulling any instinctual reaction.

The night traffic for humans was quite low because humans did not walk freely in the night and had some heavy superstitious fear of it. In the northern part of the continent they did not have to deal so much with fanatics as they did in the south. It took a certain type of human to live in the isolated, colder climates.

He’s talking to himself, not his rider, she remarked to Charlie, in the situation sticking to mental speech.

Lee shifted her stance, being careful not to slide down on the layer of ice beneath the recent snow fall. The sharp wind had the bite of ice in it, but she found it to be refreshing. Already the weather was turning less bitter; the season of longer days and more vigorous human activity. But they were still firmly in the grip of winter, which meant more bleeders and business for her.

-He is a bleeder. Killing prey. It is inevitable that part of human soul taints the mind. Do it enough and all those slivers of souls will override his thinking and personality. Messy business that.-

I’m aware of that. That is where the whole monster part of the mythology comes from. You and I have stalked enough bleeders to know the symptoms.

-Then why are we watching this one kill another, right by the open street, where he will leave his prey for others to clean up?-
I doubt it matters. He is hunting humans in the sub-quarter, not Town. They are fair game really. No one cares about those that do not have firm loyalties and choose to survive on their own.

Lee tilted her head as she studied the bleeder, absorbed in his feast. It was rude to watch another eat, she supposed, and rather indifferent on her part knowing the feast would not survive. Sometimes the greatest evil was indifference. It was another thing they were skilled at in the north; ignoring ones’ neighbors. It her case, it was a matter of Council law. She had to stalk a vampire suspected of killing its prey, a bleeder and catch them in the act before she had authorization to execute them.

This bleeder was particularly vicious, perhaps because he did not care if the prey survived. Still watching him made her shiver because he looks so bestial and reminded her of how her kind could be beneath their human masks. And how much she missed the hunt.

-I’m hungry.-

The demon always stated such things so bluntly, as if it were not already making her feel it. As if in echo, her stomach rumbled, but it was the deeper ache that signified her blood thirst. Having Charlie more aware made the blood thirst stronger. Meant she had to feed more, which was damn annoying really. Sipping a bit off a donor was better than gouging into a prey. The difference between having a snack and gorging on a buffet for one. The blood thirst was like any addiction. You don’t hand a compulsive eater a cake. A compulsive eater, who has to eat, constantly pays attention to what they consume and how much. Same thing really. Just watching the bleeder gnaw at the woman’s neck, the blood splatter hitting the crisp snow, made her breath catch. Her sluggish pulse picked up a notch.

Me too. Just stop talking about it, or I’ll be down there sharing that meal. It’s just, something is off. I know bleeders go all crazy. I should know, I do crazy quite well. And he wouldn’t be talking to his rider, cause apparently that is a special thing you and I have goin on. It is the gait. That shuffling, stumbling gait. It is so not normal.

-Normal enough if he is drunk. You have proven many a time your enhanced metabolism does not prevent you from getting drunk, when you put the effort in. Or add something else in there. I love the combos.-

Précisément, my special friend. If you were going to feed, you will purge the booze in moments. No one feeds in that state, nor wants to. It is pure survival instinct. And seriously, I have never walked like a zombie after a vampire cocktail.

-He is crazy. We cannot predict how it will affect him. Maybe he hunts drunk. Bleeders who have bled their victims to death, often use drugs and alcohol in order to dull the fragments of spirits in him. Who knows? He is killing his victims and going crazier every time. He needs to die.-

Lee stifled a snort of amusement. Who could not be amused by the fact a little voice in her head was telling her someone else was a few beers short a keg. Saying that others tended to use drugs to dull their little voices in their head. A voice telling her to kill. She could be reassured by the fact only sane people speculated they were crazy, but it did not matter, crazy was crazy, no matter the introspection.

It did not feel right but she could not argue with killing a bleeder before he went out of his mind, blood lust crazy. Besides that was the idea. She made a thousand notes doing so, which given the fact she had to see them in the act once, then the tracking and then the killing, was not that much. She was such an underpaid assassin flunky to the Council. Had to pass the decades somehow, especially when not Clan initiated. Within the clans she would be the flunky of whoever initiated her passage, for about a century or two as she worked her way up the ladder. A vampire without a clan could be killed for any reason at all by any vampire.

-Living between that rock and that hard place.-

Got that right. This fucking peon shit is getting on my nerves, Charlie.

-We are being smothered.-

Lee crouched down lower, bunched her muscles and leapt off the building with a push outward, to land smoothly close to the bleeder. He retaliated swiftly, turning to her with a hiss right as she was landing. There was no moment of confusion, common in far gone bleeders. No attempt to converse. And certainly not a precise attack. He launched himself at her before she could catch her balance. She flew into the wall, cracking the stone with her head. In that moment of stunned pain he wrenched her left arm away from her body, while grabbing her around the neck with the other. Feeling the pulsing throb from the lack of oxygen she knew he had enough strength to snap her neck if he exerted much more force. She slammed her arm guard into his elbow to weaken his hold, while trying to use her aura to repel him backward.

Her aura thrust past his barriers, but he was like a tree rooted to the ground against her assault, even though the pressure alone had to be excruciating. This bleeder was far stronger than he ought to be, no matter how many souls he had consumed, he had only had his rider for a less than a year by her senses. Usually with such a newly turned, she could blast them so hard with raw energy their rider was scorched right out of them.

When he released her arm to punch her in the side she stopped playing with him and used the full force of her mental attack, until blood dripped from his ears and nose, his body trembled and she was able to thrust him away from her. The force of her aura, the vibrations, restricted his rider, tore them asunder forcibly.

Lee pulled her hunting knife free and slashed him as he fell back. Swipe, shift, stab, duck. Smooth and easy now that his spirit cringed. No matter his abnormal strength, he did not have the age, the bond with his rider, to get past her shields, although she felt him battering against her like a moth to a window pane. Futile. While he may have more physical strength and pure aggression, he should have fled when he sensed her age. Instead he had attacked. Not only that, but he attacked like she was food.

In quick succession she kicked him back, stalked forward and punched him a few times in the chest, all for pure retaliation for his blunt physical assault. Compressing her aura with well honed skills she pinned him to the wall with a flick of her wrist and maintained the telekinetic restraints. He could not break from a trained mind. She regarded him silently for a brief second. His aura battered against hers mindlessly. She could sense no coherent thoughts from him and a pure raw rage from his rider.

This was not an interrogation, but an execution. With that in mind, she pressed forward, feeling her rider surge within her in anticipation. She hungered. It was not the sort of hunger that a person got from forgoing a meal or two. It was the sort of hunger you had when you were a chain smoker trying to quit, a deep gnawing ache so much stronger than the desire for food. Because this vampire was engorged with energy, this meal would satisfy her for days. She cupped her hand around his neck and pulled it to the side, seeing no reason to draw it out, and felt her teeth slide out from her gums.

With a shiver of pleasure running up her back she sank her teeth into his neck, immediately pulling back a bit, tearing and then sucking at the pulsing flow. Her teeth extended further, firming her grip, as his neck and shoulder became slick with blood. His body immediately went slack as the chemicals from the bite relaxed his muscles and gave him a pleasurable high. Yet despite his body’s reaction she felt the raging torment of his rider and oddly nothing at all from the human within.

The pure pleasure of the blood flowed through her, expanding her aura with its essence. It was intoxicating, but she focused herself and seeped into his mind and found pure chaos. The human was in a panic; a gibbering, delusional panic and seemed to be hiding within the depths of his mind. The slivers of soul he had consumed lingered within him, giving her hints of other thoughts, other feelings. She had brief flashes of his victims but not his maker. Pity. Knowing the maker was information she could sell to the clans.

Lee fed quickly, draining him of energy, until the link between his rider and him was thinning and death was near. It was more than bleeding him dry, although even that would kill one so young. This was bleeding all of his life essence and no vampire could survive that.

-It wasn’t me, it wasn’t me. I couldn’t stop it. The beast. It was the beast within me.- the vampire projected outward, not to her, but she could hear it; full of anguish and panic.

-Do it now. I will filter the souls out of them, t
o find whatever afterlife they can find being so splintered
.-

Lee drained him until the point of death, felt him getting weak and loosing consciousness and then she took the last few sips, feeling the rush of energy as he died. As the energy flowed through her, healed her and enhanced her aura, she felt a surge of euphoria.

Charlie separated the splinter souls and projected them outward, including their victim. As the body died the rider was released to its realm. Lee pulled back slightly and licked the wound on his neck, sealing them with her own healing properties and let him slide to the ground. When the sun rose, it would burn him beyond recognition, even so, no one would see a mark on him and he would decompose fast without his rider, turning into fine silt. Or, since he was young, turning him into a puddle of goo. Not that internal clan wars bothered humans much, but the Council liked the perception of peace. Job done. And yet she was not satisfied. There had been something wrong with this one. More so than the madness bleeders inflicted on themselves by killing human prey.

Lee crouched down and studied him silently. She picked up his left hand and turned it to inspect the wrist. No mark of the registered. The Clan usually kept a tight rein on their own, with no liking for bleeders either, but this one had slipped their notice. Bleeders were often marked, because they slowly lost the skills to evade human Hunters. This one was not one of the registered that had slipped their notice. Odd. Neither marked by the Council nor owned by the Clan. Where did this bleeder come from and how had he even survived the Turn and the blood lust for a year, feeding as he was, with no one noticing? New to town perhaps? Maybe a gang of rogues coming into town and feeding in the sub-quarters?

There was a great deal of emphasis within human law enforcement to mark unregistered vampires, being as the Elder races had never cooperated with implementation of Changed Laws or the Council. Lee had dragged a great deal of vampires in to do just that. The United Council needed to demonstrate they could hold all races under their laws. Their influence in the north was not nearly as strong because there were too many fragmented groups. The local werewolf pack made an agreement with the Council, as long as they retained the river valley as their land. Town, the Human Quarter, followed Council laws, mostly. The Changed Quarter were like vampires, had their own government and had long been resistant to Council rule. The main focus had been reining in the vampires, as no one worried over reclusive Changed. In the end, the Council wanted a unified city, under one law and one government.

Lee scooped up a handful of snow and rubbed down her face and then dried it off with her sleeve. It would do. Thankfully, when on the hunt she wore dark colors to mask any spillage.

Lee felt a little lethargic having sated her hunger so completely, but the night was still young. Ignoring the corpse and the depleted woman she slipped out of the alley and merged with the foot traffic. The night was chill, but she never minded the cold weather, not when living in Middle Canada provided a great deal more night as the weather cooled. She wore a leather trench coat, not for warmth, but to hide her weapons and to at least slightly blend. She strolled down the street, trying to ignore Charlie’s commentary about the men she saw; that might be appealing to them, about the sooty auras, it tended to like a bit of a taste from.

“And what of this bleeder then?” she asked softly. She did not like to talk to Charlie in her head, it just did not seem right and this way it made it sound like a conversation. A conversation separate from herself, not with another part of herself.

-What of it? Tasty. With the tang of stolen souls. The rush of feeding until the victim passes without the problem of taking some it within you. A damn fine good meal really.-

“Right. And the fact it seemed the rider was running the show?”

-Oh?-

“Don’t ‘oh’ me, Charlie. You know what I mean. His strength, his aggressive assault. His zombie shuffling movements. No communication at all, except the sensation for the rider’s intense rage. And such a raging hunger too. I did not even feel his mind, just a mindless haze of jabbering fear.”

Lee was not really sure herself, but she remembered how it been when her rider did so.

-It seemed as though his rider had a strong influence on him. Perhaps because the host was loony and needed to be guided.-

“Really? That is the answer that works for you? That rider was literally riding him, suppressing the host, and then using him to drain their victim dry.”

-There is no conclusive evidence of that. Although I admit, his rider was riding him, for some reason. And the only true reason we have to do so, is to protect the host. We would have to see such a case again to make any solid determination.-

“Maybe we will have the chance. There does seem to be quite a few rogues to control this winter. Maybe we have a clan war starting like they had in New Ontario. That could be messy.”

-That’s the spirit.-

Lee huffed and then laughed dryly. It would be good for business. Then she blurred forward, a form of movement as close to teleportation as possible, as close as a being with mass could get. Within moments she stopped in front of the Crimson. This particular club, as a Clan club, was limited to only vampires, no humans and no other supernatural entities. There were plenty of feeder clubs that naturally permitted humans. And even one rather rowdy club that allowed for all otherworldly beings to mingle and occasionally brawl. They had a greater changed population in the northern areas than in all of the North Continental Countries.

Lee held still for a moment, as her aura swept the area, bumping into other vampires. Partly to gauge any threats and partly, of course, to make them aware of hers. The air practically vibrated with the spread of auras. It made her shiver slightly with anticipation and satisfaction.

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January 24, 2010

Blood Lines Chapter 3

Lee tracked the rogue the rest of the night. It was not a hard task in-itself. Wilhelm knew she hated having to hunt and kill vampires not playing by United Council laws. The role was better suited to some of those clanless that had been kicked out of the Clan. She better suited to be a spy or to keep tabs on key members of the Clan. She could not turn down a contract though.

When she woke up the next night she felt a little better than usual. In defiance of regulations she had hunted the night before. The thrill of the pursuit and the satisfaction in the catch always tamed her instincts and made her mood more settled.

-We will feed again tonight. A good feast.-

“Oh, shut up. Are you never satisfied? And must we always chat in the morning, Charlie? You know I’m never in the mood.”

-I am here. I am staying. I think, you hear.-

“What I need is a…”

-An old priest, a young priest and a virgin sacrifice for good measure. Heard that, still not funny. Besides these days, where you gonna get a virgin?-

Lee chuckled dryly, but it was not funny. “Good point. Still, I have been visiting the other vamps I have connected with lately. Some older than me. They know more about riders and maybe they can help us.”

Lee dressed quickly in her dyed black leathers, supple and with some give to give her freedom of movement. She wore nothing but a tailored short-sleeved tunic.

She made her way up stairs, broadly sweeping her aura out to make sure she was not getting any more guests. She sensed Tia slowly waking up. Richard was still gone. Richard was a wizard and he did not answer to her, that was for certain. It would have been common courtesy to say he would not be around so she could have arranged one of her prefer donors. Once in the kitchen she brewed some strong tea. The first sip was bliss. For a moment she regretted the fact she had porked down all the cream puffs instead of savouring them.

Vampires, had existed before Creation, not as many and maybe even not the same, but they had. Those elders had to know more. They were not part of the Council and so what knowledge and ways they had were separate. They took advantage of Creation though, stabilizing their structure and being out in the open with the rest of the changed and second generations. They survived and thrived under the conditions, because unlike governments they did not crumble. They had people who were old enough to have knowledge lost to most human generations. Thus they had more technology, but where not willing to share as things stood in the city now.

-You wound me.-

“Unfortunately, that is the problem isn’t it. I wound you, I wound me.”

-So self-destructive, Sunshine. You ought to see someone about that.-
Lee choked down a sip of tea. She supposed it said something about her that she found that funny. She was not a morning person and bickering with her rider was like a married couple that should have long since divorced, but enjoyed arguing too much.

Lee had loads of bitterness and resentment, mostly because of the decades being treated like a lunatic and enduring the cruelty that passed for psychiatric care back in the day. It has seemed back then her rider was a constant torment and one she literally could not run away from. One that urged her to do things she did not want to, pestered her with its desires and needs and essentially driving her a little mad in the process.

It was for her own mental wellbeing that, after failing to kill herself, she tried to shut it up. She had succeeded off and on, which gave her some relief. So when it had surfaced into a more tangible presence a few years back she had been less than enthused.

Unfortunately, now that Lee had begun seeking out those of her kind over the last few decades, she knew she was an oddity in many ways, which made her question her sanity. From her vague probing none of the vamps she had gotten to know really had a deep connection to their riders. Certainly, they did not have in-depth conversations with them. She was hoping they knew some solid facts though or at least some secrets on suppressing the rider to a more tolerable level. It was hard to say. The Clans were a secretive lot and she just moved on the outskirts of their society.

-It is because you are special, Lee. I have always told you so.-

Lee chugged back the remainder of her tea before it reached the lukewarm stage. “Yes, so very special,” she muttered. She craved a nice strong shot of malt whiskey. Or a bottle. Instead she pulled out a overly dry cigarillo from her tin. A nice finely rolled thin smoke with just a hint of marijuana. Perfectly blended.

“If you mean special as in crazy as a wolf on a full moon, they, yeah, you‘re special, darlin’.”

Lee turned to her roommate slash partner as she lit the cigarillo and took a long drag. The voluptuous brunette, with liquid amber eyes, looked far too sexy for someone who had just rolled out of bed. She was not sure how Tia managed it really, but at worst she looked dreamy, with tussled hair, like she had just woken from a lusty and satisfying dream.

Werewolves, or were-anything, manifested many traits of the animals they were, and could not always control the change. Second Generation Changed. Humans often thought were-kin were an Elder race, as vampires, but in fact they were Creation born mostly. The Council was very philosophical about the emergence of this species; nonsense about the collective unconscious and the shapes manifesting as predator types. Lee supposed what mattered in the long run is that they had survived and prospered more than any other changed.

And Lee’s roommate, Tia, was one alpha bitch. They both contracted with the Council, to keep everyone on the down low. Segments of the government knew a great deal about their kind, whatever that kind may be, and they had treaties with the Council. Other more religious segments of the government thought they were all evil and should be purged. And other segments thought they were mutations and should be sterilized and removed from human populations.

The local government created a special police force to handle crimes of changed nature, mostly to appease the Council, who held a lot of sway with the southern countries. They had the authority to kill, contain or otherwise deal with any changed that stepped over the line. They were also tagged with a tattoo which tracked them. Most vampires were unregistered, but Lee was Council bred, like Tia, and thus was part of the system. The humans, especially the overtly religious ones, needed to think the other races were contained. That they were safe and had some way of knowing the person in front of them was different from them. It would be funny, if not for the fact that in some places they would kill the changed on a whim and usually got away with it.

However, what passed for a government in the their small northern country was mostly human run with a strong United Council influence. Humans still outnumbered the other races in the north, although certainly there were more vampires in the colder climates. As such, their government was considered the government. That, however, had been violently debated in the streets the last century. Quarter City, where the races were crammed into their Quarters, was a reflection of the country as a whole. All the hate, the bias and the desire to assert their control and territory made it a constant war zone.

Those of them contracted to do various task by the United Council often had them assist in these crimes, to wipe memories of witnesses and such. So they had badges, well, marked tattoos, so the cops knew we were off limits. They still had to be careful, because human law enforcement was generally gang run. It was just free lance work for Lee. She had learned self-preservation at an early age and liked to keep the skills honed.

-More like tossing yourself into danger because you secretly desire to kill yourself.-

Lee kept her face impassive, but inwardly scowled. Nothing like her rider to interrupt her inner voice and thoughts
.
-Trust me, not much goin on in here.-

“Yeah, well, you said it, as crazy as a wolf on a full moon, which is you,” she said finally, working up a faint smirk. She exhaled a big poof of smoke, since Tia hated the smell of it.

Usually werewolves were not fond of vamps and vice versa. Werewolves were of a different species, but whatever had shaped them, an animal spirit or some such thing, did not like whatever possessed Lee. But it was something like Lee’s condition. A person did not change into a wolf, no matter their mutation of the human genome, but something merged with them, and it could. It was a working theory of Lee‘s, but made sense. What she did know was that they had condensed auras, tight with power, that ripped outward when they shifted. It was explosive to see with vampiric vision but apparently not painful. The first time she had seen Tia go fluffy, it certainly had looked painful.

They did not have that inbred animosity, because Tia was packless, at the moment, and Lee was clanless. Two loners worked well enough together and perfectly for the Council who wanted them to hunt down others not playing by the rules. Lee never asked what had happened to Tia’s pack and Tia never asked how Lee had managed to not be initiated into a Clan.

“I’m wolf-kin, darling. It is in my essence. And I don’t chat it up.”

Lee laughed dryly. Tia had met her during one of her ’moods’, lasting a few years, where she took as many drugs and intoxicating beverages as much as possible in order to dampen her rider. Perhaps she was leaning that way again. Tia was a little wary of it being more present and it was hard to hide the fact from her. Yet Tia had kept it secret and for that Lee valued her. Likely because at first, she had thought Lee was crazy and simply did not care if she was. Had she not, Lee was not sure what she would have done.

-Probably killed her.-

Yeah, but I would not have liked it.

Her eyes slid to Tia’s neck, the throbbing pulse and admitted the wolfling had cause to worry. When Lee’s rider was more alert, Lee had less self-control and that was not much for her race. Especially since the changed had a vital essence that was so much more satisfying than their human cousins. So very sweet. Lee let her body still, until she could temper the thirst. “And what would it say, if it could? I want to go pee on that tree? Chase your tail? Sniff a few butts? Chomp down on some feces maybe?”

“So funny, Lee. And what does your rider talk about then? We all know a rider takes possession of the host in order to experience the physical realm, in all ways, and to consume energy,” she stated, as that was what they had been told by the Council. Lee wondered if Clan vampires shared that theory. “It probably demands you have sex with anything that moves, chase some beer with whisky and eat pastry all night.”

She was not far off right.
-Yeah, but I would also suggest just a nibble of our furry friend. Have we had wolf before? I bet it is heady.-

A rider gave the host many strong desires and urges, because they thrived in such experiences. Sometimes Lee hated the fact she could not tell her desires from its, but other times she rolled with it because it was all she had ever known. Sometimes she liked to throw herself into life with wild abandon. Charlie and her had some good times. She just did not like her rider there all the time, like a voyeur watching her life from the inside out.

Still, when Charlie was all alert, up in her face, or up in her head, it became so defined. There was Lee, tempering her emotions, tempering her instincts and managing her thirst. And there was Charlie arousing emotions, feeling constrained that they could not act on their instincts and wanting to bite everyone in sight.

Tia began to put on her outdoor wear, which consisted of a extra pair of loose pants, a zipped up sweat shirt, boots and a jacket. Never ceased to amaze Lee that a werewolf could no more tolerate the weather than a human. Clothing had to inhibit the change. Perhaps to distract her prey she did a sort of crazy winter strip tease before she shifted.

“You seen Richard? Couple weeks ago he had his work room smelling something awful, was in there for days straight and I have not heard from him since,” Lee said before she thought to much on desires and needs, that tended to shake things up. Richard was one of her authorized donors, which made him handy to have around. Mighty rude of him to take leave and not tell her he had made other arrangements. She needed a bit of a boost and preferred to select her own donors rather than using any of the other Council bred ones. “I heard he took a leave. So like him to tell Wilhelm and not me.”

“Hunting something I expect. He loves a good hunt. So who’d you get then? Donny? Patrick?”

Lee grimaced. “Beth.”

“Oh, miss polite, how unusual.”

“Not really. Miss Polite is escorting a Mr. Bennett, a visiting anthropologist, if you can believe that, to vampire gatherings.”

Tia laughed. “Expect he will get a bit nibbled on.”

That thought brought to mind Richard and her morning thirst.
They lived in a comfortable townhouse, refurbished by themselves and altered a bit. It had taken some work. Putting tiles on the roof, building a stone fence and adding a work room. Lee had the basement as her apartment. Tia had the upper floor.

Then Richard came to live with them and they had to make an addition. Richard had his work room attached to the back of the house and a room off it for himself. He was never around much, just when he needed to work on more charms, more weapons, rest up and leave. Since Wilhelm sent the man, he certainly was around enough to keep tabs on Lee and Tia. The privilege of living in her own house outside of University City could be taken away.

-I am still disgruntled about that. This is our territory. And I never trusted him.-

He served on the Hunters Guard, part of the law enforcement; sweeping around the city, within it, for anything more dangerous than the changed were. Most humans did not see the difference, but there were plenty of new things around since Creation and their basis for existence was quite different. The changed were merely altered humans, like Richard, and not new born species.

“So what is up for tonight, vamp girl?” Tia asked, sauntering to the counter island. Lee wrinkled her nose at the scent of wolf, feeling her rider stir within her, always aware and wary of other breeds.

Lee shrugged. “I have a bleeder tonight. Nothing special, but sloppy killers are never good. And this one has pissed a few people off. I think there was more than one. But I will go for the first and see if I can trail the other scents. I have tracked him down to his usual haunts and marked his scent. Should be easy-peasy. Then I’m hitting Crimson.”

“Got a hot date?” Tia teased.

Tia being an alpha werewolf had more dates than anyone Lee had ever met, or more specifically plenty of lovers and booty calls. Being of her breed brought a whole new definition to ‘hormonal’.

-Not that we are any different. We are all about needs, and having them satisfied, and gluttony and pride and wrath… all the sins really, sometimes all mixed together for good measure.-
So very true. But with werewolves it’s not the same. It’s their nature. Nothing to be ashamed of, nothing to deny and thus not really run of the mill overindulgence. Besides for them it is an ardent quest for a mate.

“Nothing like that, unfortunately. Just making contacts.” Granted she had made those contacts by getting close and steamy with the local Master, but really, her self-control had limits. It was part of her job to keep track of the Vampire Quarter, its sub-quarters and any rogues or bleeders that slipped Clan justice. How she kept track of things might be what had Wilhelm in a snit.

“Nothing wrong with hanging with your own,” Tia said. “But that is clan ground and not at all neutral. They are going to think you want to initiate with them.”

“Yeah, right. With my job description, they are more likely to think I’m looking for a naughty vampire to kill. But I’m trying to establish relations that are not quite so tense. My job is to keep all Quarters safe, if that is even possible, but at the very least take care of vampires who do not play by anyone’s rules. Since, when it is all said and done, I was not initiated into a clan, and so I’m not privy to all the knowledge they pass along to their fledglings.”

“Jeez, girl, pick up a book once in awhile.”

“I’d have to raid a Council library and then learn Latin or other overly complex dead languages. And you know me, I am not so good with the languages. Besides the Council does not know much about my race. How can I know what they have learned is even remotely accurate?”

“Well, have fun feeding on the bleeder. But watch yourself around the clans. God only knows how many for their rules you break without knowing, one of which is not being initiated by the Clan.”

“Yeah, will do,” Lee said. As if not being initiated had been any choice of hers, although not doing so now was a definite choice. She did not do servitude well. She barely tolerated it with the Council.

Tia pulled on some gloves and began to wrap a scarf around her head. “I plan on going to the Freeman’s Market and stocking up a bit on the basics. I here we are in for another blizzard. Need anything?” she asked, her voice all muffled.

“Fudge, cookies, tea, cinnamon buns if they have any, sugar. Even cookies.”

“I get it. Your candies and sweets.”

“Not as sweet as your blood, sweetness,” Lee said with a wicked grin.
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January 18, 2010

Blood Lines Chapter 2

Lee poured her tea and took a sip, exhaling on a sigh of bliss. It was true any sort of indulgence would satiate the being temporarily. Pleasure of any sort would consume her demon with the desires it craved and could not get, except via her. Depriving it of such things made it more vocal, more irritating and certainly more needy.

There was a knock at the door. She took another sip before pushing herself away from the counter and sauntering to the door. The tap paused and then three more. A knock that was simply polite, not insistent or demanding. Lee swung the door open and as expected Underclass Elizabeth stood on the porch. She held a box in her hands, that Lee could already smell something sweet coming from. At least the woman had the decency to bring a bribe. Beth managed to bow, still holding the box. “Raylee.”

Sometimes, the woman’s politeness, her formal attitude, irked the hell out of Lee. As Lee Handler’s assistant, it seemed the woman was always underfoot these days. Running errands for Wilhelm.

There was a man beside her, who Lee did not know. He was dressed like a rancher, but one who did not work. A large unused cowboy hat was perched on his head. He wore new jeans and a repulsively stripped shirt. A tad on the pudgy side, enough that he looked soft and cuddly rather than unhealthy. Well fed, which suggested upper middle class. He also had round spectacles and was leaning on a dark wooden cane. The specs were not edgy, or tinted and Lee really doubted the cane had a sword in it. Utterly unimpressive and unexpected. Lee did not much like unexpected. Beth ought to know not to bring strangers to where Lee slept.

-He is staring at us.-

Gawking more like.

Beth cleared her throat and Lee turned her attention back. The girl seemed to be reprimanding Lee with her soft brown eyes, as though it was her and not the human that was being unbearably rude. “What can I do for you, Underclass?”

“Raylee, this is Mr. Roy Bennett. He is from one of our Southern branches. He is an anthropologist.”

“Good for him.”

Roy let out a soft exhale of breath causing Lee to jerk her eyes to him again. “So stunning. I mean, you can tell just by looking at her that she is not human. She is too beautiful. Too still.”

Lee narrowed her eyes. The man seemed entranced with her. It was not uncommon a reaction. Lee had been told the painful beauty of her kind could stun a person. That along with the first time they were enveloped in a vampires aura made them act befuddled. Not so common in the north.

“A branch far to the south,” Beth emphasized. “He is researching vampire culture. Naturally he is visiting the colder climates to study vampires where they interact in groups.”

Lee relaxed slightly and rolled her eyes. “Whatever, Beth. Does Wilhelm honestly expect me to entertain him? Show him the areas of the city vampires congregate at?”

Lee could feel Roy’s pulse jump, causing just a slight pulsing in her aura.

Beth shot him a look. “Of course not. Wilhelm is not stupid. You are so very many things, Raylee, but a tour guide is not one of them. No, I’m here for a few reasons. One of which to show Mr. Bennett his first live vampire before he is exposed to more.”

“I have seen a vampire,” he protested.

“From a distance,” Beth said.

“And the other reasons?” Lee asked blandly, tempted to slam the door and damn the consequences with Wilhelm. He was pushing her. The more he sensed her rebellion the more he pushed. It was enough to make her want to snap, but that is what he wanted.

“We know that Richard took some time off to do some personal research. So I’m here to be your donor. I was coming anyway because I’ve a contract from Wilhelm for you.”

“Ah. Busy night.”

“I brought you some of those cream puffs you like so much,” Beth said, giving a bright smile and holding the box out.

Lee snatched the box as her nostrils flared. She eased the box open and smiled. The cream puffs were a delicate pastry they made within University City; chocolate covered, light pastry puffs with a cheesy-whip filling. It just could not be found at the Freeman’s Market.

Lee flickered a look at Roy when she sensed the tremble in his aura field again. He had his eyes wide open with one hand over his mouth as if to contain his obvious surprise and excitement.

-You moved with our normal speed. It must be the first time he witnessed our kind’s speed close up.-

Lee blinked a few times, letting her muscles relax. She was trying to be polite, even though the man’s beating heart was setting her on edge. He was giving her all the signals her body needed to flare up the blood thirst. It was hard to focus on moving slow, with concise movements and restraint. It was hard enough to restrain her pulsing aura so early in the evening.

-Let it loose, Lee. Wrap it around his malleable mind and drop him to his knees.-

Yeah, that would go over real well.

Lee gave a short nod to Beth and turned back inside, assuming they would follow. In the living room she plopped down onto the couch, stretched her legs out onto the table and slouched down, until she was in a complete sprawl. With hooded eyes she watched Beth and Roy glance around and then sit in the two armchairs across form her. No doubt they noticed the faded antique furniture, all material of various dusky blue hues. The thick velvet curtains, that remained closed at all times, but hid the barred windows. Other than the basic comforts of furniture and a table, the walls were lined with packed bookshelves, with every shelf space crammed with small odds and ends that Lee found to be interesting but likely varied in value extremely. She liked to keep tokens of her personal history as though to make up for the lack of any history in the beginning.

Lee gave Roy a lazy smile. “So whose for breakfast?”

Roy’s body shuddered slightly and adrenaline spiked through his scent. Lee flared her nostril’s again.

-Settle down, Lee. You get too riled up and you won’t fight the thirst. Then where would we bury the bodies, huh?-

Lee snorted and looked away from the humans, to the set of black and white photographs one of her roommates enjoyed. Some of them were close ups of wolves and Lee idly wondered if any of them were of Tia’s mysterious family. She had known the woman decades and still knew nothing of her origins.

After taking a few slow breaths in and out she looked back at Beth. Beth sat very still with her hands clasped in her lap. She would know Lee was on the edge. The woman was empathic and with her variation of the ability came a keen understanding of vampire and shifter instincts, or the undercurrent beneath their emotions.

Lee gave her a slow smile.

In the year of Creation the final plague was unleashed, wiping out millions. Some of those survived had changed genetically, and their children were visibly altered. What was left of the Old Ways was shattered within months. She supposed what made it so interesting was what they felt behind. The artifacts that still worked in some cases and the vast amount of written and visual material documenting their demise. Humans mourned that time, still suffering the shock of it generations later. Beth would be third or fourth generation changed, or perhaps second, since she was ranked Underclass. It was harder to pretend around most of them. Even if they could not make it past her vampiric shields, they knew she was not human. Not that Lee had a call to mask what she was in her occupation.

For the other races, the End Days represented a new world, where there were enough of them to openly be known by humans and not suffer for it. So open, apparently, as to attract clueless researchers.

-How amusing is that?-
Very. But, still, knowledge is power. At least before Creation we were hidden and so buried in myth, humans were oblivious to us.

Roy was likely from the deep south. He had the slow drawl to his voice and seemed oblivious to her kind. His research should be on shifters, since there were some large packs in the south.

“Would you be adverse to a few questions about the feeding before we begin?” Roy asked.

Lee gave him a startled look and then laughed. “Oh, my goodness, Beth. You’re going to let this man wander the city? Or is it this observation of a vampire feeding you expect to deter him? I expect it won’t work. He has the look of a blundering academic to me.”

“He’s an important guest. We will do all we can to ensure his safety while he does his research. Wilhelm expects you to answer any preliminary questions he might have.”

“Does he?” Lee said thoughtfully. Obviously her Handler was peeved about something she had done. Or not done. Or done too much of. “Ask away, Mr. Bennett.”

“What are the physical traits you use to subdue a victim?”

Lee did not answer right away.

-Seems astonishingly ignorant. Maybe he is one of those amateur academics.-

Like rich people thinking they can delve into every passing whim and people will indulge them?

-Like that. Or maybe he is dying and wants to know about the Turn and this is an excuse.-

Lee sniffed. Smells healthy to me.

-Maybe he wants to live forever.-

Life is harsh and cruel. It amazes me humans think by making it vastly longer it will get better.

“Other than the obvious strength and speed I assume,” Lee finally drawled out. “Well. If I were to hunt, and of course you understand I don’t engage in such outlawed behavior, then there a few choices. First, I must attract the prey.”

“Victim,” Beth interrupted.

Lee flashed her an amused smirk. “Same thing, different side of the coin.”

“Thus the physical alterations,” he said nodding, ignoring Beth’s detour into semantics.

Lee smiled slowly. “That is a good a theory as any. The most common theory. But besides that, since here our sort of features cause humans to suspect our nature. What we generally do to get the prey’s attention is to enchant them, capture their mind in a web of intrigue and mystery. Much like the response a human has to someone they are attracted to when they first meet. Hormones and pheromones. Excitement and lust. All the fun stuff.”

“How is this accomplished?”

“That is all natural. Hard to explain it. Purposeful charm? It is our aura form, which is a great deal more active than a human’s aura. When we exert our will, it will respond, and the prey will be ensnared. It is just the lightest of touches.”

“It can be subtle,” Beth said. “Or it can be blunt. A vampire can swamp a human mind until the person is stunned to a standstill.”

-Or crawling on their knees begging for the bite.-

“An aged vampire can,” Lee said. “Point being, the first step is to captivate your prey. The next, is all biology. Our bite, when we’re threatened, can momentarily paralyze our prey. When we’re not threatened, it can be like a narcotic.”

“It is different secretions in the saliva,” Beth said.

Lee sat forward and plucked another cream puff out of the box. “Then it is feed until satiated.” She plopped it into her mouth, almost moaning in pleasure as the taste and texture of the pastry hit her. “Then tap a little on the mind, enforce a false memory or just a little gap in it, and all is said and done.”

Roy nodded. “Then are we going to proceed?”

Lee leaned forward, breathing in the tang of his scent. It was more salt and copper than Beth’s. Most Changed had a sweetness to their blood. Beth was far more delicious a choice for that fact. She was one of those humans, of the Changed anyway, whose blood was hard to resist. It was increasing Lee’s blood thirst to a demanding level. But Roy, would be more satisfying, for the thrill factor. The fear. “Are you offering?” she asked lightly, then smiling widely when his pulse skipped.

Lee did not wait for a response, but rather went for Beth. She traced forward, faster than could be tracked by the human eye. She pulled Beth to her feet, wrapping an arm around her waist. Her eyes darted to Roy for a moment. His face was pale and his mouth open. Beth did not resist, but for pure dramatic flare, Lee looked her in the eyes, flared her aura making her go limp. Supporting Beth with one arm secure around the waist, she braced a hand behind her neck. Beth’s eyes were completely glazed as Lee sank her teeth into the soft spot above the collarbone. Lee tore the flesh a bit to make the wounds wider and then gulped down the blood that spurted out. She took a little more than was usually needed. Usually she was only permitted to feed just enough to keep the thirst at bay.

When she was finished she clenched her jaw, secreted a clotting and healing agent into the wound. To speed it up she began to lick the wound closed. Her aura flexed, releasing Beth from its blanketing comfort and expanding. Slowly Lee eased her grip and gently lowered Beth to the chair. She plopped back down on the couch feeling lethargic. Now she would have to change. She should have contained her enthusiasm. Only a small amount of blood flow was needed to tap into the life force, but the more flow the faster she could feed and the more satisfying it was.

Letting Beth recover, Lee licked her lips and studied Roy. “Are you quite alright?”

He swallowed. “Fine. It was just so…”

“Disturbing?” Lee suggested. “Satisfying?”

“Abruptly violent.”

-Do you think he is one to believe it is all pleasure and sexy when we feed? Not a drop of blood escaping.-

It is a pervasive belief that the Clan is not about to discourage.

Beth closed her eyes and groaned. “Raylee, that was so very rude.” She touched her neck and looked at her bloody fingertips. “Look at me. I’m a mess.”

“Yet not uncalled for.” Lee flicked her hand in an offhand gesture to Roy. “Instructive.”

“You’re pissed at Wilhelm.”

Lee shrugged and grinned.

“I noticed that you have two sets of fangs. Is that normal? I thought it was just the upper canines.”

“Teeth? We’re going to discuss teeth?”

“Raylee is somewhat unique in her traits. The modifications once a human is turned progress as time passes. We have a estimated age for Raylee at approximately two centuries, although no definite documentation of that since it was around the End Days. She can feed with just the upper set. It depends on hunger level.”

“And grip,” Lee added flippantly, annoyed at the cataloguing of her characteristics. “Are we done with this? What does Wilhelm want?”

Beth slid an envelope across the table. “We have a problem in the human sub-quarter and the gutters. Three drained bodies. We suspect a rogue vampire. From the violence of the attacks we suspect newly turned. From the disregard over witnesses and the corpses he leaves behind, it could be accidentally turned. Normally, unclaimed territory killings would not be noticed, but these are surprisingly close to University City.”

“Got it. Should be easy to track once I go over the murder scenes.” She caught Roy’s frown. “By the scent trail.”

Lee went through the envelope and crime scene information and sketches. “I can clean this up by tomorrow. A little track today and the kill on the morrow. What are you doing with Mr. Bennett for his stay?”

“Right now, we are going to visit some of the other Council vampires. Then we will see about arranging some tag alongs, maybe some observations in the vampire sub-quarter.”

“Take him to Viona’s. Humans are the norm there.”

“It is possible he will spend some more time with you as well.”

“Right. Just leave already, Beth. Mission accomplished.”

Beth stood, giving her usual polite smile and short bow. “Always a pleasure, Raylee.”

As they let themselves out Lee called out, “And for god sakes it’s Lee!”

January 7, 2010

Blood Lines Chapter 1

The heat of the daylight, swelling in the room, wrapped her in a mind numbing lethargy. Like an over hot quilt in the middle of summer. She felt the sun sink below the horizon as her consciousness slowly surfaced. She should be used to the sensation, but she despised it. It was not really sleep.

Even though she dreamt, or remembered, she was always aware of her body and her environment. Aware of the heaviness in her limbs, the inability to move or speak. Aware she was dreaming and even the most vivid dream seemed to be wrong, a pervasive feeling of wrongness, until she pulled her mind away from it. The sensation of finally feeling her body loosen, of her mind sharpening and reality becoming firm again was always a relief.

During this time her mind curled into places she did not want to see, but kept coming back to. The years of blankness that taunted her and the years of agony that followed. She was born in the year of Creation, ground zero. Although others, more human others, called it the Apocalypse or End Days.

It had not been the end of the world, just the destruction of a civilization. Nothing new, it had happened many times before, or so she had learned during her United Council studies. Someone had told her once that technological societies fell the easiest, once a certain amount of the population was decimated. Although, really, the end of the world had to hurt any which way it came. Lee knew nothing of the Old World and so being born in that year meant very little. Less than that, since she remembered nothing from the age zero to eighteen. No matter how much her mind tried to pierce that emptiness, it remained blank.

Her first memories were of the asylum. The first ones of being in relative comfort, a mind numbing drugs and soft spoken nurses. But as the world tumbled into darkness, so did those places where people such as her were kept. Even as her half-awake mind immediately turned from the hellish life within that prison.

Back then people needed to know. They needed to take things apart so they did not fear it. How terrified they must have been when their theories had been crushed and twisted. Lee could not pity them though. She hated them all, even though they have been dead almost two centuries.

When the sun finally settled her eyes snapped open and flung the blankets off. Her first movement was usually abrupt and sudden. The room was pitch black, as dark as she could make it, which was dark enough to process film if she wished. Her eyes though saw a great deal, as though everything had a slight aura to it, tinged in electrical blues and silver linings.

Sometimes she dreamed of colors not washed out by the night. Others said they dreamt of the sun, but she had always been prone to migraines. Something her demon rider had never cured her of, which she always had thought was a breach of contract really. The sun had never been her friend, but colors looked fresher and more vibrant in daylight as opposed to electrical light, or so she thought they must be when not washed out by moonlight. She could not truly miss something she did not remember, but she could be curious about it. What it felt like to have the sun heat the skin, without the burning.

-Morning, sunshine.-

Lee smirked and stretched out for a moment, still shaking off sleep. People wondered why she named her enchanted blade ‘sunshine’. Cause the imaginary voice in her head calls her that. Try explaining that. And she in turn called her demon rider, Charlie. Most of her kind did not have pet names for their demon rider.

She groaned, stood up, arching her back and scanning the floor for discarded clothing. No matter how much her wolf-kin roommate tried to keep the house clean, Lee’s section tended to look like a war zone. “Don’t start with me, Charlie.”

-Woke up on the wrong side of bitch this morning?-

“You make me fricken crazy. I thought riders were generally the silent type. You know, along for the ride?” she mumbled as she slipped into some doeskin pants, a T-shirt, knife holsters, sword belt and arm bracers. Her aura flexed, swirled through the basement, assuring her she was alone and nothing was tampered with. Finally she strapped Sunshine to her side. A blade designed to slice into vampires like butter. A blade designed to kill her own.

She felt her rider surface more in her mind, a tingling through her body and a sort of non-painful pressure in her head. A demonic parasite really. It was said it was a gift or rather ‘the dark gift‘, to be more dramatic about it. She got a great boost to her strength, endurance and senses. She would live for an indeterminate amount of time, unless someone really put some effort into her demise. But the rider needed to sustain itself on life energy, which was drained from another, via the blood stream. It meant she was a vampire, but the myths were skewed by centuries of humanity and various cultures. She was not undead and she still had her spirit, but she shared her body and mind with a demon.

Lee was not positively sure about the demon part, since her reality was not it’s and how could she say what was evil or not when she was agnostic? It was the Orthodox humans who said she was a soulless demon. She did not give a damn about religion or primary good vs. evil. But she was pretty sure demon was a damn good term for a being that possesses another, sucks blood, and the sun severely damages it and thus her.

It was all mystical anyway. It had the power to change her physically, to give her retractable fang canines and to heal wounds quickly. Nothing normal could do that. It was like a spiritual mutation. Or infestation.

Lee had done her best to get rid of the thing. When she had believed in a higher power, she had tried praying and priests and nada. There had been a point where she had tried to kill herself to be rid of it, but Charlie would not allow that. Even a slow painful death in the sunlight would be deterred by her rider, well, overriding her, taking her body and making sure she did not go outside until she became ‘reasonable’.

-I am quite hurt by your insistence on separating us, after so much time together.-

Lee went upstairs and hit the kitchen for some tea. She could eat, the body needed food, just as her rider needed its ‘food’. She just did not need to eat much. Mostly she craved, because the demon controlled her ID in a way Freud would have had a field day with. Although she had the blood thirst. Always in the morning. Since the United Council outlawed hunting, it was not a need she could readily satisfy. It made her mood decidedly unpleasant when she first rose.

“Oh, so sorry. So very, very sorry to hurt your feelings. My mother thought I was a lunatic. Heard voices and crap, which I do. I was sent to a fricken asylum and you know what kind of hell they were back then. You put me in that hell hole. I was tied to a bed most of the time and the rest was in a frigid cell. Doped up on opium and other shit. And you, what did you care, the drugs made you quiet, just when I could have needed some help. I thought I was possessed.”

This all she had heard from doctors back in the height of the mutations purging. She did not remember her mother at all, but obviously she had been a person of her times and thought she had one of the mental diseases Lee read about, called schizophrenia. That had been one of many diagnosis, before the more predominant second generation Changed grew into power and they looked at her differently then.

-Always blaming me for that. All I hear is complaints. If you did not tell people you thought you were possessed by a demon and it talked to you in your head, maybe you would not have gone to that place. I recall I warned you.-

Maybe she had. Unfortunately, Charlie talked very little of the time before her imprisonment and Lee doubted at that point even she could recall much, after their more uncommon, forced binding, so little like how it was said to be done for her breed. Lee did not remember doing anything that would have caused her to end up there. She only remembered being there.

“So it is my fault that I did not know what the hell was going on, you parasitical demon spawn? I have met others you know. They all say there is a contract. In order for a host to be a host, you have to agree to the terms. I don’t recall any of that choosing on my part. You can’t just shove yourself into me and expect it to be all good.”

-Get over it, Raylee. The Contracts only hold for the Clans. Our situation is quite different. I only know what you know of it.-

“Yeah, I should just get over from being possessed by a demon and thrown in a hell hole for twenty years,” Lee grumbled, but what really ate at her was the loss of the memories prior to then. It was becoming an unhealthy obsession of hers. Trying to find out more about her kind and there by more about what went wrong during her turning. It was an unhealthy fixation. After all, for all her years what did it matter how it began?

She started brewing some green tea using a small, portable gas stove and a kettle Richard had made. Richard was a wizard with metals, literally. She was not sure what sort of incantation the kettle held, if any, and would be stupid to ask. Never ask a wizard to explain their spells. The response was always long and a mixture of mysticism and physics. Old technology with a new power source. They had a perfectly functioning wood stove, but the effort to get it going was beyond her first thing in the evening. Besides she liked the house chill.

-It was, what, two centuries ago? Besides what is twenty years in the scheme of things?-

“It was hell,” Lee muttered. She stared down at the counter top and her fingers grabbing the edge. Sometimes it was hard to shake the torment of memories in the morning. So easy to blame Charlie.

-I’m sorry I could not ease you into it, so you would not freak out. There was no other way it could be done. And you spend all this time and research on how to get rid of me. We work well as a team. I cannot understand your reasoning.-

Lee let out a hiss of irritation. Charlie damn well knew her reasoning. Even if Lee had known what was to happen her, she would not have chosen the bargain. Ever since she can remember she had wanted to be normal, to have a comfortable, stable life. To be free. There are many little tricks the mind works up to give you just one more day of surviving.

“My reasoning? I don’t want you in my head like some annoying narrator. I know possession. It can be removed and I will do it. I blocked you for awhile and can do so for years even.”

-Ah, that is why you are pissed. I am more talkative again. All your biofeedback, meditation… had not silenced me long. It did better with the drugs.-

That is exactly why Lee was pissed. It was discomforting to have Charlie’s voice in her head again and also the intuition Charlie rose within Lee for a reason she was not divulging. Why now? Why at all?

Lee felt a sliver of energy crackle down her spine.

-Did you feel that? We got company.-

Lee grimaced and released the counter. The night was just getting better and better.